I was trying to open the door we use as a sub-main exit entrance.

Someone was blocking the door. I pushed hard, but that someone was pushing harder from the other side. I got mad and went around to the main door to catch the culprit. When I opened the main door, someone was running to get out of the compound with something big in his hands. That someone threw the big thing over the main gate and climbed out. I was too late in catching whoever that was.

That was a dream I had last night that woke me at 1:20am. I laid in the bed thinking that it's time for me to be awake. Today is way too early for me to be awake. Usually, it should be around 3am to be normal. So, the dream was still fresh in my brain and it bother me. It wasn't a good dream and I had hope for a good dream as a sign of my future.

I began to analyze the dream as I usually do in vain. Dreams are continuation of your thoughts during the day in abstract language. We just don't know how to read it properly.

Carlos Castaneda took magical mushrooms and did dream encounters with people he knew. He would meet his acquaintances in his dream~. His book blew me away in my teens. Separate Reality, his book was called.

But my dreams weren't hallucinogen induced, just plain ole dream. My best friend in Korea has amazing dreams, but his life remains stale. Just something to talk about in false hopes in your anxiety as a good omen.

I was taught 음양오행 and 사주팔자 by a 도사 when I was in my 30's. So, I know a bit about Eastern beliefs. As I grow older, everything is 50:50. There's no specifics to your being. It's either good or bad, 50:50. It all evens out in the end. You might go through hell for a while but you'll be out of it soon enough. You might be flying like an eagle then; it all goes to hell. 50:50.

Koreans like having their fortunes told and fortunetellers know that psyche and now they're even popular as a YouTube influencer. It's a cultural phenomenon that cannot be denied. It's in their blood.

My mother used to fly out to Korea from LA to see a then amazing fortuneteller who had just come out of the mountain. Then again, in my mother's generation, that was just normal. What is unbelievable is that now, it's more popular.

How we live now has become far more unpredictable and insecure than mother's generation. We have all these bubbles in our life directing how people should live and they all burst in the end. Now it's the AI bubble. But AI has a long way to go before all the imaginations. AI targets our insecurities. Trillions of dollars are going into this could-be scam by the trillionaires. Small folks like us just follow like a flock of sheep. We are trained that way.

First, they build a company, then they build a country, then ultimately, they build a religion. That's how the Haves psyche work. Religion makes the most money.

Some people make mistakes in thinking that they live in wrong system and they want to revolt to change the system. Their belief is that all humans are equal and should be equal for everyone. Socialism marks the spot. The USA, the most powerful country in the world that every country wants to be is over runed by such idealistic zealots.

I say it's a mistake because all humans aren't meant to be equal. How can you be equal? We are humans! We kill each other based on our beliefs. How can you say that all people are equal? That thought can only come from people who are losers in this game called, life. It's a control game. Control of power to control.

The game is rigged from the beginning. You need to be born into that circle of control. These people have a huge head start that most of the population cannot catch up to. Unless, you have a brain like Elon Musk who is so far out there in different stratosphere. How many Elon Musk’s are out there? There could only be one richest person in the world. Can you handle all the stuff of his thinking process? I doubt it. I can't even remember what I had for breakfast let alone quantum physics.

Life took many, many turns and made history. History repeats itself. Take your hero in history and live like that person you admire. Emulate life he or she had led. Because, you cannot be an original, it has all been done before. If you want to be original, don’t be a sheep. Go crazy!

My mundane dream led to this circle of thought. If you agree, leave a comment. ㅎㅎㅎ